10.29.2012

That's My Jesus


                                      Jesus is my ...

Jesus is my Holy Hope (Heb. 7: 19)
   Jesus is my Wholesome Healer (Is. 53: 5)
      Jesus is my High Priest ( Heb. 7: 24, 25)
         Jesus is my Honorable Prophet (Deut. 18: 15 - 19)
            Jesus is my Hallowed King ( Rev. 19: 16)
               Jesus is my Heroes' Hero ( Ps. 24: 7 - 10)
                  Jesus is my High Tower ( Prov. 18: 10) Jesus is my Healthy Habit ( Ps. 25)
   Jesus is my Heart's Home ( Ps. 84; Rev. 20: 5 - 7)
      Jesus is my Heavenly Reward ( Col. 3: 24)
         Jesus is my Happy Help ( Ps. 43: 4; Heb. 12: 2)
            Jesus is my Endless Hallelujah ( Rev. 19: 1 - 4)

                     That's my Jesus...
                     Who is He to you?

10.14.2012

The Arrow and Golden Oil Lampstand




Recently I was reading one of my favorite devotional books.  It is "Memoirs and Remains of Robert Murray McCheyne" by Andrew Bonar.  They were dear friends and co-laborers in the Lord's vineyard in the early to mid 1800's.  They were, along with several others, to bring revival to Scotland.  McCheyne was often sick and laid low and subsequently.died an early death.

As I was reading, the Lord had me draw both an arrow and then a golden lampstand.  I was not sure why.  Later that day I read this passage from Bonar about his friend.  "It seems to be part of the Lord's dealing with him, thus to teach him to persevere in duty and in faith, even when there is no obvious success.  The arrow that was yet to wound hundreds was then receiving its point; but it lay in the quiver for a time. The Lord seemed to be touching his own heart and melting it."

They were words I needed to read.  The Lord's dealing with His servants to sharpen the arrow for usefulness at times means being still inside the quiver. Jeremiah 51:10-11 says "The Lord has brought about our vindication; come, let us declare in Zion the work of the Lord our God.  Sharpen the arrows! Take up the shields!". Is this not what God does so that when he releases us we can strike true?

Then I remembered the lampstand was part of the tabernacle used by Israel during their wanderings in the desert.  The golden lampstand was made to be used in the tabernacle. It was the only source of light and it stood to the side before the Holy of Holies.  It's light was from pure olive oil lit in six cups - three on each side of the lampstand.  Not only was it the "Only Source of Light" but it was a physical reminder, a shadowing of the true light - Jesus Christ.  The light was to burn continually before the Lord day and night without end.  Jesus said in John 8:12 "I am the Light of the World.". We are told in Revelation 22:5 "and night will be no more. They will need no light of lamp or sun, for the Lord God will be their light..."

The oil that was to be used was to be "pure beaten olive oil for the light, that a lamp may regularly be set up to burn (Ex. 27:20)."

Oh how much I want to have a sharp point, to be an arrow honed for useful purposes. I desire to be beaten and purified that my oil would be used by God to light a perpetual flame - to burn brightly in the darkness, to stand continually in His presence, to always serve, and to light the way for others to find Jesus in the Holy of Holies. 

McCheyne wrote a hymn about the oil in the lamp.  Here is part of the hymn - Oil for the Lamp.  "Learn here, my child, how vain this world, with all it's lies: Those who the Kingdom gain Alone are truly wise.  How vain the Christian name, if still you live in sin: A lamp amid wick and flame, No drop of oil within!  Is your lamp filled, my child, with oil from Christ above?  Has He your heart, so wild, made soft and full of love."

Shaped, Sharpened, and Sent to fly - Beaten, Bruised, and Beautified to Burn.  The Arrow and the Oil.




10.03.2012

From Mike:



By now many of you have heard that I am on a medical leave of absence for six months. As I attend to my health I will occasionally write something for the blog regarding my current journey. It will not be too detailed but I hope it brings some hope or inspiration when you are also in a dark place.

Five nights ago I was awakened by the Lord. I could not go back to sleep. Instead I got out of bed and began to pray, read my bible, and cry out to the Lord. I asked Him to speak as He has seemed so distant and quiet for a long time.

Then I heard the Lord; yes after a long quiet time of months and months I heard Him. He asked me to draw an image of the crucifixion scene. Now I have never fancied drawing, nor did I take art in school, and I even flunked coloring in elementary school when it was a course with a grade attached.  Yet here was God asking me to draw.  So I did!

The scene reflects me. I am weary from the climb to the cross.  My body is gray and lifeless. I am prostrate before the cross and yet still not close.  All that is within me is dead, cold, lifeless, and finished.

Yet my Savior sees me!  From the cross, with blood dropping from his body, especially where the spear was thrust in his side, HE SEES ME!

I cannot cry out. Too exhausted.  I cannot pray - words will not form on my lips. Yet on the cross, dying, He has heard. How? I do not know yet He does.

The Lord then tells me to write "God is Love" and to write it in Latin. I look the words up and see "Deus Caritas Est" or God is Love.  I feel as if He looks down on me from the cross in the drawing. I hear Him say "And I Love You."

It is enough!  For this day, in the dark cave within which I exist, I have seen and heard the Lord. He has told me how much He loves me. The red dot on my gray body is the Lord's touch. He is making something new. He has given me a heart of flesh instead of a heart of stone. He is bringing new life to dead bones (Ez. 36:26 and 37).

I then am led to write a poem. Same as the drawing - I do not do this - EVER. Yet the Lord has me write a poem and in color.  Read below but it is called "BE".

The Lord is near even in strange and new ways. He is near even when we cannot see, hear, taste nor feel His presence.

Blessings

Mike

Text from John